october 6, 2010

today was probably the worst this week. there's always one. haha well classes sucked, found out i am failing architecture draw, which is an elective!!!!! stupidest class ever. then i had a headache all day long, but hey we dressed up as ninja turtles today! that was goood, got called cute so many times today. haha XD but yeahh i still really really like you, and just found out you like some one else. =[ so yeahh it takes me a while to get over girls. ha. but i mean now questions start to come in my head like "were you afraid to make our relationship public?" "you lied to me?" "did you really like me?" i mean ghadd i hate girls. but liek my friend said "no girl, no problems right?" i gues that true. man shes the only thing that's on my mind right now. and i hate it. i kinda wish that "we" never happened. all the stress and confusion that i and even we had for the past couple of months has just been complicated. i wish my life was simple. AHHHHHHH. ugh. i hate this. but anyway, we lost to booker t today. mann people keep playing scared its gettin annoying, either play or sit the bench, volleyball isn't a sport to be scared of, itsj ust a ball. come on now. from now on im just dedicating my time to school and volleyball and photography. i don't wanna get hurt anymore, if you actually think about it the past couple months basically meant nothing. i knew this was too good to be true. i told you, i told you so.