october 4 2010

soo today i had the best banana muffins ever. they were soooooo goood. today was productive i guess, school for the most part was okay. it was funny i got kristen in trouble. i told her to do the entire worksheet, then she was telling shane what i said and mr grimes mad and said no everyone will do the whole worksheet. lolololol. funny stuff but calc 2 and physics is gonna be hard to get through this year. but yeahhhhh our game was fun. we won aganist churchland, and we were like madd hungry before the game started. ohhh side note. i really dont' wanna see you. i juss wanna stay in my room and rather not see your face, im afradi that ill get attached to you again and then ill be so hurt that you lost feeligsn for me. butt i really wanna know if you still do, because i mean i think the only reason you said you wanted to be friends is cause we haven't seen each other in so long and that you dont wanna keep me waiting. honestly i juss wanna be with you, i do. you make me feel like im good enough to be with you, sounds weird don't it. but i mean your what, soo outgoing and talented for sure. and im pretty shy and what not . your presence around me juss makes me feel indescribable, i feel like you'll always be there for me and i can always count on you. i really dont know what to say, its just hard to explain how you make me feel. i still remember our talks, i still remember when you said "why do you have to be three years oldler than me?" i thought that was cute, it made me feel like you really wanna be with me. but yeahh i mean i guess from here i have to juss move on. which brings me back to my point i dont wanna see you. but yeahh so i need a job, i really wanna get some jordan 5's and jordan spizike. and some hats either some snap backs or San Jose Sharks hats or juss some fitteds or pinoy hats. yeahhhhh its almost the holiday season so i really wanna geet a job and buy my family something. i feel like im at an age where i should be buying presents for my family by myself. you know what is the hardest question in the world to answer? "tell me about yourself" im like that is the hardest thing to reply to, i hate when girls do that its juss something you gotta find out yourself. mann like i dont know how to describe myself, because i dont wanna be mean to myself nor do i wanna lie.