things have been very confusing and complicated lately on some other ishh. but its okay i guess? yeahh she said she juss wanted to be friends but we had a good run at it i guess? yeahh the entire summer was fun being around you, and i really liked it. i don't know any other girl that made me feel like that before. i juss wish we could have been you know? but i mean i guess all good things come to an end. but truthfully you're confusing me and i really juss wanna stop it if nothing is gonna happen cause i dont wanna be caught thinking something and you thinking something else. i know we haven't seen each other in weeks now, and im sorry, but i guess we juss weren't meant to be kid. but honestly, your always on my mind, no matter what i do my brain has to always relate it to you. just when i think and feel like i've gotten over you and forgot about you completely, you come back up. i dont know what to think of it. good or bad? guess we'll have to answer that question later on. but on another note, college is confusing as well i don't wanna go apply to a cali school cause its too much money and honestly i don't wanna leave this family that i have here. i know that i hardly will ever see them if i do go there. i don't wanna go to ODU unless i dont get accepted into any other school, i dont know its just not a school that really really interests me. i wanna meet new people and get away from home, and i know that you're thinking that cali is the best place to meet new people and get away but like i odnt know mann. juss college has a lot of things to take into consideration. but how am i? right now i'm sick and it sucks. but yeahh i really wanna pursue a minor in photography. i choose a minor cause i know im not good enough to be a major in photography. i would like to major in business and then maybe open up my own business. maybe a clothing store and/or a photo business. i really want a canon 7D. my dream camera. oh i finally cleaned my room, i need a job as well. i'm actually doing well in school.
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