So once I turn 18 on July 8, it's gonna be all said and done here.
Basically, since you're under 18 we cannot talk like that anymore
It'll just be like before but under different circumstances.
No one forced us into it, and we will really stop talking this time.
This feeling really sucks, I'm not good at this type of things.
Saying "goodbye" and putting feelings to a halt, isn't my thing.
Especially cause of the fact that we were basically together.
I hate this, I hate this.
What hurts me the most is you saying that us not talking anymore won't phase you.
It's like saying you didn't really have genuine feelings for me.
It's like saying you didn't really like me
It's like saying you don't care about me
It's like you never liked me.
Do you know how much this hurts?
Do you know how much it kills me to know that on a day of celebration, I have to suck it up and act like it's not killing me inside that you won't be there for me.
I understand we will be friends, but I don't want you just as my friend.
This is killing me.