"heyy you are probably sleeping right now. But im sorry you had to go through this too. You have dealt with so much hell to just talk to me and in the end all we can be is just friends. Im sorry youve wasted your time on me. You could have someone so much better then me right now. I should of never kept talking to you. But im dumb. Well im going to sleep now. I just wanted to let you know this. Good night."

i replied.

" Actually i didnt go to sleep, ive just been sitting here thinking and finished up that movie my sister and i were watching. this whole situation is just so hard for me to grasp. i really havent done that much nor gone through hell just to talk to a girl. yes i know all we can be is friends, that concept will have to grow on me too haha. i didnt waste my time on you. if all this never happened, i wouldn't have met you :) your not dumb. we talked and nothing can change that. i wanted to be with you, which is why i stuck around for so long, but having you there just to talk to and having somoene i could rely on to make my day brighter was so much better. anyways, goodnight once again. sorry if this 6 some text wakes you up. haha my bad"

so i felt relieved leaving her with this. but it still hurts to know the fact, WE can't be.