May 26th 2011

So graduation is in a few days. I don't wanna say goodbye to anyone. I don't like it. And move-in day will be so sad, I hope I don't cry. I miss will everyone. Especially a select few. I am so glad you and I are back on good terms. Even though we are confused on our situation, and don't know what to do, I am glad we still talk. You are like my best friend. Honestly, I haven't told you that but you are. You are supportive of me and my choices and always there to talk too. I'm so sorry that I can't fix all your problems for you, trust me if I could, I would. I don't know what it is about you that makes me keep coming back. I don't even know what will happen when I leave for VCU, I hope you don't forget me. You will meet so many other guys, better guys than me and worse guys. But I don't know if any other guy will put up the effort and go through the things I have gone through just to be with you. And the funny thing is, we didn't even go out! haha But yeahh I won't forget you. I thought today what if neither of us lose the feelings we have for each other, that will be so crazy. But we'd have to wait til you are 18. haha I honestly, wouldn't mind spending a long time with you. I feel like you make me a better person. I really care about you still. I don't know kid, I hope you feel the same as me. But I doubt it, there are better guys and better looking than I am. So next year, I will be the least of your worries and of everyone elses. I wish you nothing but the best for the future.