aug16.ohnine

so i havent blogged on here inna while, cuz im usually on tumblr. [eyemeltinyourmouthandyourhand.tumblr.com] butt yahh this weekend uhh idkk if words can explain it, if so then there not in my vocabulary. butt yeah friday gott breakin news bout my tatay juan, and how he passed. :'[ [[RIP Tatay Juan]]. now that i think of it i wish i coulda visited him a couple more times in the nursing home. butt still glad i seen him even if it was couple weeks ago. anyways, uhh school is coming faster and faster, its a bittersweet feeling, i guess. right now im hella tired and hungry hate when i gett that feeling cuzz idkk what to do, go to sleep or go eat? butt yeah a lottss been on my mind thesse past couple say 5 days? not sure, juss the feeling of how you can't gett it outta your mind, kills me. ugh, like idkk what to do, suggestions welcomed. =\butt i juss found out that i know a whole buncha lines in high school musical 3, idkk if thats something to be proud of or not. butt put that movie on and ill tell you some of the lines. hahah. yo chest pain is so annoying right now, i hate gett the thoughts of heart attack. i mean i know my dad had couple heart surgerys and hes not even 60 yet. =[. boutt to feen it up on the running 2mrow during practice. yepp yepp im gettin those thoughts that i cant get rid of out my head again. geez they dont know how to leave me alone. lol.