just finished cleaning the house and now im bored. lol
in a couple of days its 2010. it came so fast.
time for new beginnings, new things, new people, new everything.
but things that arent gonna change is me.
i like who i am and like what i stand for.
there's no need for change in my life.
family, friends is all i need.
ohh and i decided im gonna write a book, don't know what on but i am. probably on important values or qualities to have.
fun break with family and friends.

its christmas!

merry christmas to everybody!
so lately my life has been completely coming back together and has been amazing.
things are going good between everyone.
and i just found out the meaning of christmas, i mean sure you know what christmas means just by watching tv, but its completely different when experiencing it. christmas as you may know is spending it with people whom you love. people like family, friends who you can trust and have fun with. i have the best family anyone can ask for, yeah they can get annoying sometimes, but they're so supporting sometimes and yeah they're comforting. and as for my friends, these people ive met have been supportive, fun, and chill. like i dont think i could have anyone esle as my best friends. the past week i really foudn out who my best frineds are. i'm one of the few who can honestly say i have at least 5 best friends that i can tell anything too, and trust them with anything. and everytime with them is a good time.

really?! ugh.

About Me

1. i dont like being ignore
2. i dont like being left out
3. i like root beer sodas
4. i like being lazy
5. i like to be in shape
6. i love brunettes ;]
7. i like a girl with a nice smile
8. i like to have fun
9. i dont like stupid people
10. i hate hate hate ignorant people
11. i like to leave the house lookin presentable and good
12. i love to laugh
13. i like to cook although i dont know how to
14. i like to be childish
15. i like to thnk i was deprieved as a child lol
16. i like to play volleyball
17. gotta crush on miley cyrus, megan fox, hayden panetierre, and blake lively.
18. i like to sing
19. i like to dance
20. i like to play video games
21. i love sports
22. baskteball is a passion
23. i hate being lied to
24. i'd rather be hurt and know the truth
25. i'm one of those rare breeds that likes talkin on the phone
26. i like action movies a lot
27. but comedy movies are good too
28. make me laugh and you can be my friend
29. i get overwhelmed easily
30. i like to jump to conclusions
31. i also like to assume things quickly
32. in certain situations i tend to think pessimistically
33. i get hyper occasionally, either you think ill be annoying or funny. lol
34. i love BIG families
35. i hate watchin the news at midnight and gettin paranoid that the killer on the loose will come to my house
36. when i'm older i wanna get invovled in politics, like voting.
37. i dont like to listen to things i dont wanna hear
38. i like to stay dedicated at what i do
39. i am a hard worker
40. i am very lazy
41. i am a procrastinator
42. i like to achieve obstacles
43. i like the satisfactory of success
44. i have a good supportive group of friends
45. i wish nothing went wrong in my life
46. i want to be invincible
47. i dislike hypocrits
48. i want to get a job at coldstone
49. my favorite number is 8
50. my favorite color is green, yellow, andz royal blue!

isnt it crazy how you discover bits and pieces of yourself each and every day. to me its real mindblowing. im amazed how we are all so mysterious and that we're like an entire unknwon world and were realizing things we never have before

2nd place in granby tournament baby!
we went 9-3. not bad at all guys!

got insomnia!

no more teardrops on this guitar
true love is right where we are
ill do anything for you baby
say you love me too so i dnt sound crazy

i know i fall hard for girls tht r cute
i want you to be my ex gf substitute
i hope evrythg you tell me is true
one thing you gotta kno is you got me fallin 4 u

i wanna say i dnt care butt i do
honestly id do anything if its for you
id putt it all on the line
and have everything to lose
especially you

august24ohnine?!

what it do playa?! haha
soo havent blogged for a couple days and had some time so i logged on and started typing this jank right hurr. uhh gotta volleyball tournament on saturday augst 29 @ granby. its an all day thing, kinda stoked. hoep we do good, but this week of practice i wanna improve my game. butt justt a couple minutes ago i found out that the question i shoulda been asking myself the whole time was "WHY?". yess why. like why's it so important to me, that i gotta impress you? like why do i care about you? like why are you different than everyone esle? like why and what is your purpose in my life? like why do i still have the same feelings as before? like why is it so awkward now-a-days? like why? yess yess deep thoughts. gott couple lyrics down on paper, juss gotta organize into a song. uhh kinda be helpful for me if i had like a beat or music already for it, butt its all good.

rann outta thoughts so i leave you with this

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LOL

i want you to be mine for all time
cuzz your the reason romance ran outta rhyme
your a girl one of a kind
i hope that i can call you mine, all mine

it seems like mission impossible
butt pursueing you ill be unstoppable
your all over him like hes some kinda prize
butt girl your the only gold in my eyes.

shes juss one of those i wish i could impress
butt it seems impossible and i get a lot of stress
i wish i liked you less
cuzz lately ive been a mess

aug19ohnine

eyy what it do?! soo today was pretty chill, juss the usual practice in the morning from 9-11. then went and said hey to ms arroyo and saw the new freshmen in leadership, damn theres a lot of them this year. then went to cousins house and ate lunch and then took a nap like i always do! haha. so..im tryna learn guitar chords so i can start playing some songs, and as for the keys tryna learn some notes too. piano seems easy then guitar butt then again i cant really play either. i think my self motivation is good, butt i could use a little bit more inspiration or motivation to actually gett hooked on to it. idkk whyy butt keeping my room clean isnt easy for me. i mean im barely ever home, butt it still ends up gettin trashed after a couple days. my filipino-ness is kicking in and i know imma pack rat. i need some help with gettin lyrics down so i can finish my song. =

check outt Randolph and Cathy with "My Everything"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WLbAd3Ng4_k

[[Quotes of the Day]]
"We must accept life for what it actually is - a challenge to our quality without which we should never know of what stuff we are made, or grow to our full stature." --Ida R. Wylie


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aug18ohnine

lifes too short whether you screw up or not life goes on whether you like it or not. soo..its time to start living the life that you imagined. butt yeah george lopez is weakk. haha. currently my favorite youtube star is michael carreon. haha. his song You & I with Kat Badar is stuck in my head. butt yeah is it me or is people been acting real weird lately? psshh its whatever. i just don't get people these days. wish it was still the 90's when everything was juss so simple. need a job or a way to gett some income, cuzz im craving me some clothes and shoes <--GNR ! soo basically my future ive been thnkin bout what imma do after high school. and i ws thnkin of going to college [whatever i gett accepted into] any college is fine for me. butt im thnkin bout enterin the business field, although its risky, ill take my chances with it. ive been fascinated with fine arts [dance, singing, instruments, etc.] soo maybe my business will have something to do with that, and apparell as well. idkk tryna thnk of a creative idea that can survive in the economy. i juss wanna be happy in my future, and having madd money is also good. butt happiness is first.

[[QUOTES OF THE DAY]]
"lately ive been thinkin bout you" --Albert Posis

"you and me, we will pursue, the impossible, we're unstoppable now" -- Ryan Bandong

"without you babe, ill go insane" -- Ryan Bandong

"First say to yourself what you would be;and then do what you have to do." --Epictetus



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RIP Tatay Juan.
--you will always have a place in my heart, may you rest in peace.

aug17.OHnine

its only lately since ive realized that im still young and got a lott more things to learn. no matter how many times you go to school or whatever you'll still have things to learn. lately i also been actually think about things, idkk how to explain it butt its juss ive been taking time juss thnkin bout the world and my life. yeahh, been figuring things about my self that i didnt know, too. butt today cleaned up my room a lil bit. still aint done yet butt guaranteed 2mrow it'll be a done deal. i'm kidna going blank here so if i decide to add something ill juss putta another blog up.

a good laugh and a long sleep are the best cures in a doctors book

thinking of you, thats all i can do.
sitting here i feel so worthless
knowing that i cant have you

aug16.ohnine

so i havent blogged on here inna while, cuz im usually on tumblr. [eyemeltinyourmouthandyourhand.tumblr.com] butt yahh this weekend uhh idkk if words can explain it, if so then there not in my vocabulary. butt yeah friday gott breakin news bout my tatay juan, and how he passed. :'[ [[RIP Tatay Juan]]. now that i think of it i wish i coulda visited him a couple more times in the nursing home. butt still glad i seen him even if it was couple weeks ago. anyways, uhh school is coming faster and faster, its a bittersweet feeling, i guess. right now im hella tired and hungry hate when i gett that feeling cuzz idkk what to do, go to sleep or go eat? butt yeah a lottss been on my mind thesse past couple say 5 days? not sure, juss the feeling of how you can't gett it outta your mind, kills me. ugh, like idkk what to do, suggestions welcomed. =\butt i juss found out that i know a whole buncha lines in high school musical 3, idkk if thats something to be proud of or not. butt put that movie on and ill tell you some of the lines. hahah. yo chest pain is so annoying right now, i hate gett the thoughts of heart attack. i mean i know my dad had couple heart surgerys and hes not even 60 yet. =[. boutt to feen it up on the running 2mrow during practice. yepp yepp im gettin those thoughts that i cant get rid of out my head again. geez they dont know how to leave me alone. lol.

honestly i cant tell you the truth

music, basketball, and outdoors calm me down

why do good days always have to end bad?

your so clueless

G.I. Joe is sickk

aug.5.ohNINE

did you know sperm is good for the skin? haha neither did i. source --[http://fuckyeahfacts.tumblr.com/post/156567735/sperm-is-good-for-the-skin]. butt yeah today was pretty chill. matt slept over last night and we juss kicked it like soccer and did the usual stupid ishh. yepp workin on choreography for our dance, its still processing. lol. yeahh had practice dis morning, that was okay i guess. practice is always the same everyday juss runnin and hittin volleyballs. we need more people though. yeahh then went to mama's crib and took a nap for like 2 hours. nap are funn and new thing i like to do. plus i got my ahhteh's mic and webcam, cuz it don't work on her computer. SUCKA! lately i found a lot of things i didnt know about myself. yepp yepp. andd andd i figured out my mom doesn't really listen to me when i talk <--GNR! yeahh so i mean i can say whatever i want and she won't even know i said anything. haha. its pouring over here, and tiredd.

MATT HOLLIDAY-----straight beast

wordd.

christine thinks shes funny

i gett madd easily when its burning up.

we need more people for our volleyball team. itd be different it we were all diggers, hitters, and blockers. cuz we wouldnt have to worry bout how many people

watchin sportscenter with the cuzzo. borredd outta my mind, nobody to text 2 this time. butt today had practice, then beach, then danced. wordd

yeahh bout to hit the sheets. just had some things on my mind. haha. blogging is gettin addictin. so is tumblr! butt yeah shes cute. maybe i like her? idk. haha

jammin to aj rafael.
wanted to go to alps cafe to watch the bboys.
wish i could drive and had a whipe =/

aug.3.ohNINE!

soo....wrap up of my day. went to practice, then chilled then went to kmart and then ma mama's house. sounds kinda boring huh? it was aight. nothing special you know? well AJ got outt the hospital today which is good. that kidd was madd hyped when he got home. ha. butt yeah 2mrow might be the same as today, cuz got practice in the morning from 9-11 then maybe hit the mall and movies up with the cuzzos? nnot sure yet. i need some janks in my room to spice it up a bit. gott some blanks spaces on my wall, and its kinda buggin me. also tryna make an authentic laker shrine on my wall. i wanna getta pennannt from when we won the championship ya digg!!! ha. also tryna gett some jerseys and some vnecks. haha boutta be a shop-a-holic. <---GNR! butt i needs a job forreal tho, bday money cant last more then 2 months. ha. summer is going by so fast. butt this summers probably one of the chillest ones ive had. yeahh...i got two blogging accounts, one on blogger and the other is on tumblr [eyemeltinyourmouthandyourhand.tumblr.com]. this one is kinda where i forreal forreal blogg, and tumblr i just do random thoughts and what not. yeahh!!!

wordd!!

tumblrrrrr

check me out.

eyemeltinyourmouthandyourhand.tumblr.com

i just tumbled!!! wtf?!

lmao..
gotta tumblr account ya digg.
check me out.
eyemeltinyourmouthandyourhand.tumblr.com

one1uno

eyy...just watchin dave chapelle on channel 32.

"spread your cheeks and lift your sack" haha so weak!

also, lookin at some kicks and shirts on the internet.

ha, so bored and hungry right now.

wish pizza hut delivered to my house, to bring me the wings i want.

yeahh volleyball starts 2mrow, first day of practice.

hopefully we can do better this year.

i gotta work on a lot to get better at digging.

wordd.