I just remembered the whole thing when you stop liking me then a week later you told me you liked someone else. I was so hurt. I felt that like the whole thing between us basically meant nothing to you. I thought that that was a punch in the face saying that I don't need you. I can't believe I forgot about it. I'm still mad about it

Feb. 21-22 2011

[I know your day hasn't been the greatest, but I hope I at least put a smile on your face today.]

Life has been going pretty good. My passion for photography has grown immensely. I got accepted into Old Dominion University, and I am anxiously waiting to see if I got into the Studio Arts program. The All Star Weekend was great, the entire weekend. The Dunk Contest was good, Blake and McGee set the bar really high, and put creativity to a new definition. So about this girl. haha Always about this girl. So I don't know why I still like you but I do. I smile everytime I see your name pop up on my phone when you text me. You're just THAT type of girl, I honestly think that I could see us in the long run. But then again I turn 18 soon, so that prediction seems pretty slim to none. I dont' know but it's just crazy that I think about you all the time. You're the one I hope to see text me when everytime my phone goes off. Hopefully the way I feel about you, is the way you feel about me, too. I just hate this right now. I want things to go back to how they were before. But now it gets me thinking am I in love [not really, for the lack of better words.] with you or am I in love with the memories. I really confused right now.

I just want you happy.

I really do, I'm tired of seeing you miserable. I just want you happy, at this point I don't care what the circumstances are or what makes you happy. But honestly, I want you to stay in my life. Right now is good what is going on, hopefully you still feel the same way as before. If not, then oh well. But talking everyday is fine with me than not talking to you at all. I don't know, you consistently put a smile on my face whenever I talk to you and yes I really don't know why. We could be talking about something completely random and redundant and I'll end up smiling just because your name pops up on my phone. I really haven't felt like this towards any girl before. I wish there weren't those specific obstacles we had to overcome during the summer because it really put us into a tough situations from the get-go. Which really sucked. You're one of the few that actually understands me, the few that really I can say I trust, and someone I can actually count on. This is one of the things that I really like about you, besides the fact that you are outgoing, talented, funny, obnoxious (haha), and very very chill.